Did you ever have romantic epic?
Her skin half Indian and Arabic
Did you ever feel that life was tragic?
Once I kissed here flesh then all tuned magic
I wish I could be with here as the dawn brakes
Kiss her lips as the pinkness overtakes the sky
Hold her tightly here, while we are both awake
Whip her tears if she would ever cry
The heat two bodies make
It’s so insightful
I kiss her brow and overtake the night
I touch her olive skin
Its all so wonderful as we both stare into each other eyes
I swear I’ll fake lust with my bust
I’ll even suck I dick if I must
I need the might dollar and in that God I trust
But I’m not doing it for the dust
Imagine as I take you back to 85
A young girl starving
How I cried?
My daddy and my mommy had me orphaned
I sometimes wish that I were an abortion I swear I’ll fake lust with my bust
I’ll even suck I dick if I must
I need the might dollar and in that God I trust
But I’m not doing it for the dust
And so the sorry goes you know the rest
At least you think you do when you’re looking at my breast
Imagine copping with your youth when hunger
Your pretty, but you haven’t got a penny
It’s almost a life sentence to this style
Even though you tell yourself it’s for a while
So I’m not doing this just to have plenty
I’m just doing it so my stomach won’t be empty
I swear I’ll fake lust with my bust
I’ll even suck I dick if I must
I need the might dollar and in that God I trust
But I’m not doing it for the dust
You look at me
How I cope. Its insane
I just know I can’t be hungry again
Like when you call me you know my name
But the truth is you don’t know a thing
I swear I’ll fake lust with my bust
I’ll even suck I dick if I must
I need the might dollar and in that God I trust
But I’m not doing it for the dust
Imagine as I take you back to 85
A young girl starving
How I cried?
My daddy and my mommy had me orphaned
I sometimes wish that I were an abortion I swear I’ll fake lust with my bust
I’ll even suck I dick if I must
I need the might dollar and in that God I trust
But I’m not doing it for the dust
And so the sorry goes you know the rest
At least you think you do when you’re looking at my breast
Imagine copping with your youth when hunger
Your pretty, but you haven’t got a penny
It’s almost a life sentence to this style
Even though you tell yourself it’s for a while
So I’m not doing this just to have plenty
I’m just doing it so my stomach won’t be empty
I swear I’ll fake lust with my bust
I’ll even suck I dick if I must
I need the might dollar and in that God I trust
But I’m not doing it for the dust
You look at me
How I cope. Its insane
I just know I can’t be hungry again
Like when you call me you know my name
But the truth is you don’t know a thing
I’m stuck on this again
It’s funny how life can lift you like a cloud, then down you go my friend
Love
Marriage
Victim of hast and fear since baby carriage
Hate
Disdain
A mask, a mirror to hide the pain
Thirteen or thirty
Though what’s the use?
We are searching perpetually for the truth
Then even if it’s presented we’d be confused
Truth against trend, it’s just obtuse
I’m stuck on this again
It’s funny how life can lift you like a cloud, then down you go my friend
Like a rollercoaster,
Where’s my coaster for this drink again?
Can I go down and kiss you there for just an hour?
Can I do it to the trickle of the shower?
You wet my lips; I ask “ Is it to soon?”
Is it the rage of love or the full moon?
I clasp you with my arms and all beneath
As all your essence pores and wets my lips
You played so hard to get, but can’t retreat
As you push me aggressively into your hips
If all these word could play out in your mind
To have you touch yourself in soft caress
Can you see it all to clearly now?
As I soon take a suckle from your breasts
We all know Ganesh
That little statue with the elephant head
So let me try to mesh my vies on the life of Ganesh
One evening little Ganesh’s mother was washing
Sensual skin
Birth of kin
He was watching
Admiring so innocently
Also protecting
Inspecting so vigilantly
From all those that would come stalking
His father came in a burst through the door
Not reflecting, nor recognizing
With a whisk drew his blade from the shadow and shade
Did what would leave him soon franticly crying
“That your son, don’t you look, don’t see, before you act so abruptly”?
The father crying said “ I shall redeem”
“I’ll cut the head of the first animal close to me”
Reached outside and then here’s what happened
Saw an elephant casually walking
With one slice he was soon slain
For a redemption he would need to convey
Placed this head on the neck of the son
Though there is no turning back on the damage done
Here’s my moral my view on the story
When we are born we have an essence, purity
Our parents not recognizing try to break you down peace by peace
From misunderstanding or moral jealousy
One day if lucky they’ll awaken from slumber
Recognizing most misdeeds and blunders
Our parents have created something new
Someone scorned and yet someone beautiful
Ganesh is the story of you
Today
Today, how powerful and majestic
Today I will not complain about my drawbacks
Today I will be kind not to gain any returns, but for the simple joy of making another human being happy
Today I will work vigorously on my body and mind in hopes that they will achieve perfect alignment towards a spiritually rewording path
Today I will not be passive toward those that mistreat me, nor will I be aggressive, I will only try to be an understanding ear for the problems that they try to misplace onto me
Today I will not say nasty things to anyone. Most importantly I will not say nasty things towards myself. The essence of human respect starts within and you will mirror it onto others today
Today I will stop comparing myself with other people. Yes what I have is enough and has always been enough to make it in this life.
Today I will be your friend and try and take you through your problems, I will talk to you, but most importantly I will listen to you. I will let you tell me what scares you, what bothers you and I will assure you that with a simple breath and some hard work it will be fine
Today I will hold you if needed, I will protect you, and I will not shelter you, but I won’t let you get depended on me because this will poison you.
Today go out into the world today, this is all we have and if in doubt turn around and know I am your friend.
In today’s news our kids are bleeding
Being deprived of spiritual reasons to justify the breaths they’re breathing
In today’s news
Cut to commercial
Like a rehearsal
Sixteen minutes of propaganda for ever hour
While all in power
Like an ill fed dog they will devour
How many American live in a trailer?
To justify a bailout giving success to failure
While its some year they’re in the Middle East now
The rich feast to the desist, that died gun pow
While we all know it has no reasoning but life is moving so fast
So those of treason, clamming to fight for their country that’s simply bleeding us
So the truth won’t be told, why?
So rich elitist can enjoy the world resources while our moms cry
Because they will never see there children because they just died
What does it mean to have a coffin brought in stars and strips?
Does it mean that land and oil are worth more then human life?
I’m asking all these questions while I’m on my knees
Was it need or greed that made us bombard the Japanese?
Was it a banking system that motivated war on the Vietnamese?
Stay toned while you see your homeland brake away in peaces
I’m fed because I got this remote control,
There is nothing good on and that’s just how it goes
In today’s news they brought more caskets
While we are all asking, how long will this last kid ?
I think we all need to inform ourselves. Crucial
But if you need more lies, then just cut to commercial
The wind can chill your bones if you let it
Like thoughts that poison the mind if you regret them
The fire can burn the things you worked up on
Flame by flame like ashes, until they’re gone
Holy water stopped me from being saved
The things I needed internal, I was amazed
There, was no door or window that I could open
No border that I can cross to see roses without thorns there
The winter snow it got me once upon
The season changed though all was not the same
Now I see the fall, leaves shed the dawn
While all the watermarks remain
The trees would cry if they had eyes to see
The gray of clouds leaves sadness in the sky
Can someone turn the flames down please?
I hope that nature sees me through her eyes
If I could write a rhyme
One that really made cense
Not like quarters and dimes
One with meaning, wish essence
If I could say the words
The ones that enunciate truth
Would you break down your walls?
Would you show me the real you?
Its kind of sickening how we all play this game
How we hide behind media and things that distract the brain
So we all walk around like we got some magic potion
Like the world owes us everything, but we don’t have a notion
The women blame the men
The men aren’t slow to point the finger
We’ve all been lied to
That’s why we think we are models, actors, and singers
When Sunday evening comes and the weekend couldn’t tame us
Monday morning eight o’clock and none of us are famous
Yet we are quick to update our daily facbook status
Then we claim our boss should be quick to soon promote us
I say the lies are infinite
Though all we have is you
If all could be reforming
Just a single truth
Protective loneliness
I see it all to clear
As we walk into the plentitude
All the while our secrets near
While nothing is exposed to foes, or friend or enemies
Hidden in the walking tall,
A self-controversy
We reach out with our arms, but only half extended so
To avoid all disappointment when they decide to let us go
Residual, yet suicidal, a blanket mask the truth
By the time you know it you’ve forgot who’s really you
Its incredible the masks we wear, yet mirrors are so clear
As we long to mask reflection , in hopes to drown out the tears
I love this illegal tender
Slender
5 foot, 5
Young girl cross gender
I seen it all
Africa, south East Asia
Like what?
The wise look away when they hand them the big bucks
While people want change, but they are all working for dollars
Poor kids get raped to gentleman caller
White skin, big green, you might mistake them for scholars
They’ll have on a strung leash, like bitch with a collar
Young child big promises from the mountains of Burma
Sound like a past, America from Angola
The theme is the same and the year don’t matter here
When your sole is unaccounted and your dead or you disappear
While your parents let you go because the soil was just dry there
So I’m not about to tell you where I’m from
It’s not important, the cash I have, close I wear or shit I’ve done
Frankly that stuff isn’t important
How would I influence you if I talk about pot rolling while I’m snorting?
Really I’m just trying to lay it down like sister Lauryn
The truth is hoes and bling are kind of boring
I’m more interested in books you read not girls you’re scoring
I also think that who you help should hold more ground then cars you’re flooring
So no, I’m not here to talk and brag of me
It’s all irrelevance, my past, and my family tree
Does it change much if I tell you my roots are made in Sicily?
Will you miss the point and think I sling guns to earn a living?
Will you think I extort the many to help the few with over eating?
Will you think that I’m exempt from hurt or bleeding?
Emotionally callused to all that’s hurting?
I’m just here to lay down straight issues
I don’t want you to use my words to masque and misuse
I’m just here to tell you about you
If ever you’re in doubt this is all truth
You are created it an image
Universals, call it God or magic
Just don’t call a scrimmage
No, you have no lines
No boundaries
You exceed all other animals and species
You are the light and fruit of a thought
Intellectual artistry
Vibrating thoughts by the second
But out of harmony
I want to lay it down like a Fugee
“Ready or not here I come” I hope it stops the bleeding
All is all if we fall
With our backs to the wall
I can’t count the times that we refused to listen
The social paradigm and fictitious system
The environment’s falling
Invest in space missions
We’ve all lost friend, cancer
Gas emission
Well my stomach is turning
Enough of hypocrisy
We sit still but discuss import topics
Sip coffee
Now what’s next to the flavor and this tactical texture?
When all that’s import is Friday nights facebook picture
Where we hope for five seconds and create a huge fuss
Hoping, crossed fingers that all I eyes are on us
Well no one is looking
While all’s just a pixel
While humanity hangs on one half rusted axel
I was thinking of you and I
You and I, we should have an orgy today
No sneaking around trying to justify to each other why we desire other partners
No more criticizing each other so that we can mentally justify why it is that we needed to sleep with that insignificant other
I want spectators
Observers
Overseers
I want to arch you over
I want to me like …..sinister
As I fondle your young sister
Or watch you played by that old Mr…..
What’s his name? I guess it really doesn’t matter
You and I inside the shower
Your best friend I would devour as she watches us, there near the sink
I think she might be masturbating
I’m sure that now I’m contemplating
How tasty she must be therein
I’d love to see her play your nipples
Touch your clit
While softly tickled
The water’s off now still you trickle
It could even be my friend
Nothing new except I’m watching
Taking notes and yes comparing
What’s he got that drives you wild?
When I can’t even make you smile
I think we need to come to terms Here
Pop an acid, pop a blotter
Fuck the night away like slaughter
If Only we can cross these borders
Don’t let the little boys play with you
Don’t let them lie to you lie, use you and a abuse you
Men say a lot of shit like “ I love you forever”
Just to trick you so you’ll be the weekly flavor
You asked for my opinion
I give castle of truths
On those truths I build dominions
I’ll give words and theories to fight off the conspiracies
Metaphors, similes to vanquish insecurities
Don’t be a little girl, stand proud and be a lady
Follow all your dreams
Life is one big playground
The most marvelous of game
Just listen to your instinct
Don’t get caught in contradictions
People run away from what they are like superstitions
Build internal diction
Words that you can draw upon
There is mass of ugly ducklings
You were meant to be a swan
So don’t get scared, as time will pass
You were destined only to succeed
Inside of you sleep all the answers
On what you are and what you need
So don’t let the little boys play with you
They’re just running in up circles
If you want to get by in this life you got to pass the spirals
Keep your innocents, your youth and I promise it will guide you
If in doubt, just ask inside
Then become your greater truth
What ever happened to sister Lauryn?
She spoke those words so truthfully
Then she disappeared in thin air just like smokescreen
Is this what happens in the music scene?
Is it disease or pretentious people that killed Marley?
Was it the need to be themselves in our structural deficiency?
I mean it’s hard to have a mind and live this mind-numbing consistency
Would Lauryn be around if not for her husband’s promiscuity?
Was he too weak to handle her and so broke up his family
Would Joplin be around if it wasn’t just for money
She got smart to the fact that they were ripping her off constantly
I’m sick of seeing all our role models disappear
They push inferior minds with thoughts that just pollute the air
Music is getting weaker, we don’t notice, we don’t care
Inflicted with ideas that we will all be millionaires
Is this our American dream? It’s insanity
It’s time to wake the fuck up from propaganda and the scrutiny
Separate yourself, will to be not a want to be
Dreams mean I’m asleep
It’s nightmarish and all kind of phony
I need a sense of truth so let’s just go out and spill it
We got raised to be paranoid due to financial stasis
Our salary is an aired cage that keeps us in our pointlessness
Forgetting to do the things that were destined of our worth
No more wasting time
No more wasting rhymes or lyrics
I want to touch the world
Really penetrate the pubic
I’m artist dam it
Not a pimp, a prostitute or even a Republican
I won’t sell myself short just to dumb down in via transit
I’m gonna fuckin master this life, be an intellectual puritan
I’m sure then, to touch the loyalty of the millions
To all those that can’t relate that hide behind a gin and tonic
Facebook status a paralysis
Meant to keep us all united
Though divided we all stand kind of looking for the pack leader
He is nowhere to be found unless he is a financial deceiver
So I’m fed up of these lies we’re sold about wealth and pure fake fortune
Don’t you waste this perfect life it is worse upthan abortion
Speculating conspiracy theory
Got me weary
Friends, family and all those near me
Feel like I’m relearning all those a b c
Nothing is as easy as 1, 2, 3
I got this thing in my head now
It won’t go away if I scream load
I’m not really in it for the fans or the crowd
Not the money or glamour not some golden shroud
I’m in it for a truth, I won’t bare
I see my generation struggling to go nowhere
Working, hustling while the economy roles
While the system and your 40 hours steal your soles
Uncle Sam is not an uncle a relate to
Seem like some child molester in the bushes out brake you
He offers you a token though for all the work that you’ve done bro
Just like a pedophile smile the while, defiles
Takes your years away with such finer style
As I’m trying to brake the system
In this land of the free, we are a discounted Pandora
Led in a cage built by boredom
1,2,3 all our soles who will sort them?
Watch out over your friends
It’s synergy
Till they build conspiracy
Justify being your enemy
I ’ve seen some talk with an unhealthy smirk
They had it all and weren’t happy
I with nothing
Far more satisfied and more alert
One day they start to stiff you
They don’t show to things you planed
Secretly they disrespect you
They hate your simple happiness and lack of issues
Fuck it Marry Christmas and here’s a box tissues
I am bigger I have grown
Soon you’ll see the seeds you’ve sown
The chains the tune they set the tone
Won’t waste my time feeling alone
One day a pile a broken bones
To recap I’m not upset
Some thing’s they’ll come and go
So let
Jealousy is a complement
The evidence of all your essence
No longer an ingenerate adolescent
No longer with regret
I spill this rhyme to cut the time
My words pure and all divine
Move, live and let be
But watch out over your enemies
I listen to my friends from Haiti Poison comes from those nearest to me
All I say is to be wise
Don’t waste your time and don’t despise
Just, when you walk open your eyes
Advice may be a form of lies
I seen too many scrutinize
The plans of friends with their fake cries
Greatness is yours and yours alone
Don’t be a living pile of bones
For me nothing is sacred
If I was priest I’d still fest out of you
Before you’re even get you naked
Father son and holly ghost
Yes your one that I like most
I’d sacrifice you
Spanish cross
Then lift my wine for one long toast
Give us this day or daily bread
I think I’d even break your bed
Turn this water into wine or your juice too
All suits me fine
God forgive me, I have sinned
I went to fast
So deep within
I surely should have took my time
Hallelujah
69
Her alter yes I sure did pray
I was at church there everyday
I ate the bread and what a host
The fish from water
The main course
I thank God for all these gift
Your wisdom, knowledge and her source
